Don't know what to say

"Just don't think about it," you would say.
But how can I not think about it. We are human beings, we are made to think. It is what distinguishes us from other living creatures. We think until our head explodes, until we lose complete spontaneity and impulse, until we get sick and tired of our own thoughts, until it defines our every action and every word. I don't want to get lost in my own thoughts. I don't want to be controlled by my restless mind. I don't want to lose my spontaneity. Don't we all deserve a fresh start, a clean slate? Your life as I know it begins the moment we meet. Haven't I learned that lesson already? Yes, I have.

I just want to listen to music and dance all day long.