Scatterbrain

-August 6th is approaching soon. I took a in class diagnostic test today and i scored a 50% in verbal. I did not have time to do 2 of the passages, so I randomly guessed. FUCKKK
-From now on, I need to eat faster, sleep less, talk faster, go to the bathroom faster, take faster showers, walk faster, exercise faster, just fuckin do everything at 2x speed. Once July hits, its MCAT everytime all the time.
-I need to step up my game a notch.
-omgomgomgomg I am so excited about all the shows coming up. Wilco, Deathcab for Cutie, and Tortoise. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!! I can drool from all this excitement. *does little dance*
-A friend told me today that he was watching porn and saw a girl that looked like me. He made such connection and felt weird. ROFFLEWAFFLE

-We always say that we can't change other people, and that we can only change ourselves, but it is so hard to do that sometimes. We are so use to the way we do things, how we always think that we are right, that we know what is best for us. I feel like I have been given so many second chances in life to do things right the second time, yet somehow I still screw it up. I really need to make a conscious effort to change my attitude, or else there could be a very good chance that I'll crash and burn once AGAIN. I really don't want that.