On Thursday, I will be taking the most important test of my life. I've invested my entire summer in preparing for this test, and at this point, I still feel uneasy. This journey has been so unusual. I've never felt so stupid or incompetent in my life, but there were definitely a few points in time where I felt like I was finally getting it. Even if I had all the time in the world, I don't think I can ever be fully ready for the test or be done with studying for the test, so I just have to go in there and do the best that I can.
I know that if all fails, I can take the test again in January, but I don't want to focus on that and therefore causing me to slack off. But I guess I do find some comfort in the idea, so that I don't put too much pressure on myself. I don't work too well under pressure.
At the back of my MCAT books, it says "if you study it, it will come!" I studied it, so please come, come to meeeeee!!!
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Let me be wonderfully surprised.
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good luck miss, you've got this
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