BLAH

Sooo....I didn't get Teach for America. What a BUMMER. This really really sucks. I actually kind of expected it, since the interview was horrible, but I was still just hoping maybe maybe things will work out and I'll get the position. Well, I guess I'm kind of used to things not going according to plan. Hah hah hah...This really sucks because I really put all of my hopes into getting TFA, and now I have no plans, I don't know anything else I can pull out of my sleeves, like seriously what the FUCK do I do now??? It is going to be hard to find a job with a B.A in MCB, we are going to be under qualified for a lot of healthcare/research/biotechnology type of work and over qualified for menial labor jobs. What do I do what do I do?? I'm not ready to apply to med school in June, which means I have to apply next June, which means I have TWO years after I graduate and before med school enrollment! Well there is the option of staying in my research lab and work as a lab technician, but I don't know if that is for me. Now I've got more shit to worry about upon this MCAT stuff. I guess I wouldn't be that worried if I didn't have $10,000 of loans that I need to pay off after graduation. GREAT

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