It's been awhile since I wrote in this thing. I feel like I should've written something after I finished my MCAT, but at the time, I felt like MCAT consumed so much of me that I just didn't even want to talk or think about it anymore.
Anyways, as my college career comes to a close, it really doesn't feel much like an ending. This is not the end, so yeah, I don't feel emotional, then again, maybe it's because I'm not good with emotions. Just because I'm not showing it, doesn't mean I don't feel it or think about it.
For some reason, I just feel really happy and content right now. Honestly, I don't even know what there is to be happy about. It's not like I landed some awesome job or achieved something great. Nevertheless, I just feel very happy and content. I think I spent so much of my four years looking and searching for something and always fearing that I'll never be able to find it. Mostly, I have come to terms with the way I am, the way others are, and the way things turned out. I am very content right now with some good music and good company. Haha
More reflections later.
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